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As later pinch hits come due and as I contact some creators with questions, there may be more pinch hits coming. I have four new ones available!
Ideally, these would be due 18 July at 23:59 US Eastern time, one day before our planned reveals date. However, it's possible I'll have to delay the collection opening to make sure all participants are covered, so if you know you can take one of these pinch hits but will need longer than the 18th, please let me know, and we can discuss.
If you can claim one of these, please comment with your AO3 name and the number of the pinch hit you want. All comments are screened.
PDPH 9 - NoPixel (Web Series), 鴨乃橋ロンの禁断推理 | Kamonohashi Ron no Kindan Suiri | Ron Kamonohashi: Deranged Detective (Manga), 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga), Crossover Fandom, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime)
Request 1 by geelizzzie
NoPixel (Web Series)
Mediums:
- Medium: Comic
- Medium: Fanfic
Relationships:
- Lang Buddha/Yuno Sykk (NoPixel)
- Kayn Larp | Yeager Demonblood & Yuno Sykk (NoPixel)
- Lang Buddha & Kayn Larp | Yeager Demonblood (NoPixel)
- Character: Yuno Sykk (NoPixel)
- Lang Buddha & Tony Corleone & Yuno Sykk (NoPixel)
Genres: Angst, AU - Canon Divergence, Canon-Style Plot, Character Development, Darkfic, Established Relationship, Fix-it fic, Fluff, Horror, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Interpersonal Drama, Mystery/Procedural, Slice of Life, Worldbuilding, AU - Genre Shift, Getting Together, AU - Modern/Mundane, Science Fiction, Action/Adventure
DNW: omegaverse, smut, Yuno saying "I love you"
General likes: Trauma (aftermath/fallout, (un)healthy coping, recovery, learning to deal/live with it, abuse, characters finding comfort in each other as they face (their) trauma), aro and ace characters, queerplatonic relationships, angst, hurt/comfort, fluff, relationship (dynamics) explorations and figuring out how to even do relationships, complex relationships, mental health struggles, therapy, found family, neurodivergent characters/headcanons (especially autistic characters), character studies, humour and shenanigans, horses, characters who struggle with opening up (having to) be vulnerable, RuneScape AU
Dislikes: possessive behaviour towards third parties ("how dare you speak to x, you are MY partner"), jealousy, cheating (in current relationships), miscommunication, proposal/wedding-centred stories
I'm open to treats!
Request 2 by geelizzzie
鴨乃橋ロンの禁断推理 | Kamonohashi Ron no Kindan Suiri | Ron Kamonohashi: Deranged Detective (Manga)
Mediums:
- Medium: Comic
- Medium: Fanfic
Relationships:
- Isshiki "Toto" Totomaru/Kamonohashi Ron
- Spitz Feier & Isshiki "Toto" Totomaru & Kamonohashi Ron
- Spitz Feier & Winter Moriarty
Genres: Character Development, Canon-Style Plot, AU - Canon Divergence, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Slice of Life, Worldbuilding, Fix-it fic, Mystery/Procedural, Established Relationship, AU - Modern/Mundane, Humor
DNW: omegaverse, MCD, smut
General likes: Trauma (aftermath/fallout, (un)healthy coping, recovery, learning to deal/live with it, abuse, characters finding comfort in each other as they face (their) trauma), aro and ace characters, queerplatonic relationships, angst, hurt/comfort, fluff, relationship (dynamics) explorations and figuring out how to even do relationships, complex relationships, mental health struggles, therapy, found family, neurodivergent characters/headcanons (especially autistic characters), character studies, humour and shenanigans, horses, characters who struggle with opening up (having to) be vulnerable, RuneScape Au
Dislikes: possessive behaviour towards third parties ("how dare you speak to x, you are MY partner"), jealousy, cheating (in current relationships), miscommunication, proposal/wedding-centred stories
I'm open to treats!
Request 3 by geelizzzie
僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
Mediums:
- Medium: Comic
- Medium: Fanfic
Relationships:
- Dabi | Todoroki Touya/Takami Keigo | Hawks
- Takami Keigo | Hawks & Usagiyama Rumi | Miruko
- Takami Keigo | Hawks & Tokoyami Fumikage
- Dabi | Todoroki Touya/Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko/Takami Keigo | Hawks
- Hero Public Safety Commission & Takami Keigo | Hawks
- Takami Keigo | Hawks & Tsutsumi Kaina | Lady Nagant
- Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Todoroki Shouto
Genres: AU - Canon Divergence, Canon-Style Plot, Darkfic, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Worldbuilding, Fix-it fic, Humor, Mystery/Procedural, Interpersonal Drama, Action/Adventure
DNW: omegaverse, MCD, smut
General likes: Trauma (aftermath/fallout, (un)healthy coping, recovery, learning to deal/live with it, abuse, characters finding comfort in each other as they face (their) trauma), aro and ace characters, queerplatonic relationships, angst, hurt/comfort, fluff, relationship (dynamics) explorations and figuring out how to even do relationships, complex relationships, mental health struggles, therapy, found family, neurodivergent characters/headcanons (especially autistic characters), character studies, humour and shenanigans, horses, characters who struggle with opening up (having to) be vulnerable, RuneScape AU
Dislikes: possessive behaviour towards third parties ("how dare you speak to x, you are MY partner"), jealousy, cheating (in current relationships), miscommunication, proposal/wedding-centred stories
I'm open to treats!
Request 4 by geelizzzie
Crossover Fandom
Mediums:
- Medium: Comic
- Medium: Fanfic
Relationships:
- Hawks (BNHA) & Harold Death Esquire (RuneScape)
- Dabi (BNHA) & Hawks (BNHA) & Saiki Kusuo (Saiki K)
- Dabi (BNHA) & Harold Death Esquire (RuneScape)
- Edogawa Ranpo (BSD) & Kamonohashi Ron (RKDD)
Genres: Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, Humor, Canon-Style Plot, Mystery/Procedural, Character Development
DNW: omegaverse, MCD, smut
General likes: Trauma (aftermath/fallout, (un)healthy coping, recovery, learning to deal/live with it, abuse, characters finding comfort in each other as they face (their) trauma), aro and ace characters, queerplatonic relationships, angst, hurt/comfort, fluff, relationship (dynamics) explorations and figuring out how to even do relationships, complex relationships, mental health struggles, therapy, found family, neurodivergent characters/headcanons (especially autistic characters), character studies, humour and shenanigans, horses, characters who struggle with opening up (having to) be vulnerable, RuneScape AU
Dislikes: possessive behaviour towards third parties ("how dare you speak to x, you are MY partner"), jealousy, cheating (in current relationships), miscommunication, proposal/wedding-centred stories
I'm open to treats!
Request 5 by geelizzzie
薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime)
Mediums:
- Medium: Fanfic
Relationships:
- Jinshi & Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto Anime)
Genres: Mystery/Procedural, Canon-Style Plot, Interpersonal Drama, Worldbuilding, AU - Canon Divergence, Character Development, Slice of Life, Hurt/Comfort, Angst
DNW: omegaverse, MCD, smut, setting change AUs, hopeless ending
I love them and the genuine love and appreciation Jinshi has for Maomao, and the way Maomao is incredibly smart and curious. And the canon-typical mysteries and goings-on of the inner palace are super interesting to me! Let Maomao be a badass solving things with her scientific knowledge and intelligence. Let Jinshi suffer if you want him to (and be a little childish as a treat mayhaps) The politics I find real interesting too in you want to delve into them!
General likes: Trauma (aftermath/fallout, (un)healthy coping, recovery, learning to deal/live with it, abuse, characters finding comfort in each other as they face (their) trauma), aro and ace characters, queerplatonic relationships, angst, hurt/comfort, fluff, relationship (dynamics) explorations and figuring out how to even do relationships, complex relationships, mental health struggles, therapy, found family, neurodivergent characters/headcanons (especially autistic characters), character studies, humour and shenanigans, horses, characters who struggle with opening up (having to) be vulnerable, RuneScape AU
Dislikes: possessive behaviour towards third parties ("how dare you speak to x, you are MY partner"), jealousy, cheating (in current relationships), miscommunication, proposal/wedding-centred stories
I'm open to treats!
PDPH 10 - The West Wing, Neko no Ongaeshi | The Cat Returns, Severance (TV)
Request 1 by onekisstotakewithme
The West Wing
Mediums:
- Medium: Fanfic
Relationships:
- Character: C.J. Cregg
- Danny Concannon & Josh Lyman
- Danny Concannon/C. J. Cregg
- Abbey Bartlet & C. J. Cregg
- Abbey Bartlet & Danny Concannon
Genres: AU - Canon Divergence, Fix-it fic, Getting Together, Smut, Canon-Style Plot, Mystery/Procedural
Likes:
- Canon-typical plots
- fun blend of politics and personal
- missing scenes from canon
- bickering as romance
- flirty/quasi smut (or just straight up smut)
- competence porn
- everyone trying to yenta CJ and Danny together (especially the Bartlets)
- Josh & Danny, CJ & Danny friendships
- Danny investigating something, CJ trying to stop him (can be serious or lighthearted)
- political trips (aka flirting in foreign locales...)
Fandom Specific DNW:
- no past/present/implied CJ/Toby
- no reference to the shuttle leak (aka no "the real leaker was X, not Y"; I like canon as is!)
General DNW:
- infidelity
- miscommunication
- lavender marriages
- dub/non con, sexual assault
- Major character death
- Graphic violence
- Sexual assault
- ABO, mpreg, genderbending or trans characters
- scat, vomiting, ageplay
- humiliation/degradation
Request 2 by onekisstotakewithme
Neko no Ongaeshi | The Cat Returns
Mediums:
- Medium: Fanfic
Relationships:
- Baron Humbert von Gikkingen/Yoshioka Haru (TKR)
- Baron Humbert von Gikkingen & Renaldo Moon | Muta & Toto (TKR)
- Renaldo Moon & Yoshioka Haru (TKR)
- Toto & Yoshioka Haru (TKR)
Genres: Slice of Life, Getting Together, Fantasy, Fluff, Mystery/Procedural
Likes:
- canon typical adventures
- Haru joining up with the Bureau to help with cases
- Unresolved romantic tension/flirting
- Everyone can see it but them
- Bureau found family
General DNW:
- infidelity
- miscommunication
- lavender marriages
- dub/non con, sexual assault
- Major character death
- Graphic violence
- Sexual assault
- ABO, mpreg, genderbending or trans characters
- scat, vomiting, ageplay
- humiliation/degradation
Request 3 by onekisstotakewithme
Severance (TV)
Mediums:
- Medium: Fanfic
Relationships:
- Gemma Scout/Mark Scout
- Gemma Scout & Devon Scout-Hale
Genres: Mystery/Procedural, Slice of Life, Hurt/Comfort, Smut
Likes:
- can be a flashback sequence to when Gemma and Mark were together, so slice of life, smut, just the two of them
- *or, POST-SEASON 2* can be Gemma showing up to Devon's in need of help, and trying to solve the next mystery together (mystery)
Or (go nuts!) it can be the two combined!
- married life
- familial relationships (we see that Gemma and Mark were close with the Hales!)
- Orpheus/Eurydice themes
General DNW:
- infidelity
- miscommunication
- lavender marriages
- dub/non con, sexual assault
- Major character death
- Graphic violence
- Sexual assault
- ABO, mpreg, genderbending or trans characters
- scat, vomiting, ageplay
- humiliation/degradation
PDPH 11 - Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, The Fairyland Series - Catherynne M. Valente, Gilmore Girls (TV 2000), Hadestown - Mitchell, Tam Lin - Anonymous (Song)
Request 1 by septemberbells
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Mediums:
- Medium: Fanfic
Relationships:
- Hermione Granger/Harry Potter (HP - Rowling)
- Fleur Delacour/Hermione Granger (HP - Rowling)
- Fleur Delacour/Luna Lovegood (HP - Rowling)
- Harry Potter & Teddy Lupin (HP - Rowling)
- Harry Potter & Luna Lovegood (HP - Rowling)
- Fleur Delacour/Nymphadora Tonks (HP - Rowling)
Genres: Canon-Style Plot, Fantasy, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Established Relationship, Getting Together
DNW: on-screen sex in the story, relationship abuse, death eaters/fascism portrayed as good.
Do want: I'm a big fan of Hermione as a character, so would love to see her in the story in any capacity. I love queering and transing characters, so go absolutely nuts on that front. Gifts welcome.
Request 2 by septemberbells
The Fairyland Series - Catherynne M. Valente
Mediums:
- Medium: Comic
- Medium: Fanfic
Relationships:
- September Morning Bell & Susan Jane Bell (Fairyland - Valente)
- Saturday/September Morning Bell (Fairyland - Valente)
- A-Through-L the Wyverary & September Morning Bell (Fairyland - Valente)
Genres: Fantasy, Fluff, Canon-Style Plot
DNW: on-screen sex in the story, underage sex, relationship abuse, death eaters/fascism portrayed as good.
I just really love these characters and would love to see more of them here! Fairyland doesn't get a lot of new stories or art so this would totally make my day.
A couple of potential ideas are: missing moments, epistolary fic: September writes letters to Saturday that she can only deliver once she returns to fairyland, Journal entries by Susan Jane Bell about her daughter.
Gifts welcome!
Request 3 by septemberbells
Gilmore Girls (TV 2000)
Mediums:
- Medium: Comic
- Medium: Fanfic
Relationships:
- Rory Gilmore/Jess Mariano
- Luke Danes/Lorelai Gilmore
- Paris Geller/Rory Gilmore
- Lorelai Gilmore & Rory Gilmore
- Luke Danes & Jess Mariano
- Character: Lane Kim (Gilmore Girls)
- Character: Rory Gilmore (Gilmore Girls)
Genres: Humor, Fluff, Mystery/Procedural, Character Development, Canon-Style Plot
DNW: Non-con, humiliation, piss, scat, vore.
Do want: cozy vibes, strong frienships, the larger than life presence of coffee, people who genuinely care, characters and relationships that make me root for them. I really love Rory and Lane's friendship and I feel like the show did Lane dirty. I would love to see more of Lane and Rory as best friends, or even dating.
Prompts: Summer seasonal events in Stars Hollow, cozy fic set at the Dragonfly Inn.
Gifts welcome!
Request 4 by septemberbells
Hadestown - Mitchell
Mediums:
- Medium: Comic
- Medium: Fanfic
Relationships:
- Eurydice/Persephone (Hadestown)
Genres: Fantasy, Getting Together, Hurt/Comfort
DNW: Non-con, humiliation, piss, scat, vore.
Do want: I was so excited to see this tag here, because I've never read Eurydice/Persephone but I already love the idea of the pairing so much based on the thoughts already rattling around in my brain about them. I would be delighted to read any take on them. Is Hades a good man, with whom Persephone has an open relationship? Are they cheating on each other as all the Gods do? Is Eurydice still grieving her lost connection to Orpheus when she and Persephone begin to fall in love? Is it a tragedy?
Gifts welcome!
Request 5 by septemberbells
Tam Lin - Anonymous (Song)
Mediums:
- Medium: Fanfic
Relationships:
- Janet/The Queen (Tam Lin)
- The Queen/Tam Lin (TL)
- Janet/Tam Lin (TL)
Genres: Fluff, Canon-Style Plot, Fantasy
DNW: Non-con beyond canon interpretation, humiliation, piss, scat, vore.
Do want: lyrical/ballad poetry, magic, lesbianism, bonus points for trans lesbian Tam Lin connected to shapeshifting.
PDPH 12 - Original Work, Original Work, 悪役令嬢の中の人 | Akuyaku Reijou no Naka no Hito | The One Within the Villainess (Manga), 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
Request 1 by stuckinsanguinus
Original Work
Mediums:
- Medium: Comic
- Medium: Fanfic
Relationships:
- Deserter Escaping Into A Forest/Nymph Who Finds Them Interesting (F/F)
- Mage Sacrificing Herself to Save World/F!Ruthless Mentor Manipulating Her Into It (OW)
Genres: Character Development, Getting Together, Interpersonal Drama, Smut, Darkfic, Angst
These are OW prompts I'd want to have a darker, perhaps more tragic/bittersweet ending.
DNWs
MCD/snuff
1st Person male POV
2nd Person POV
x reader
detailed dismemberment
extended and explicit non-sexual torture (referenced, fade to black, anything that's not the focus of the scene is fine)
omegaverse
modern AUs
furry/anthro features
mutilation
forced feeding/weight gain
ABDL
NSFW DNWs
Sexualized bodily fluids (scat, watersports, emeto)
Heavy BDSM and related paraphernalia (racks, spreader bars, ball gags, etc)
Rape/100% Non-con (but extremely dubious consent is good)
Likes
Canon-compliant or minor canon-divergences required to tell the story
3rd person POV
Toxic Yuri
Unhealthy amounts of co-dependency
Stalkers
Pining
Angst
First hookups
Power imbalances
Single generation age-gap
Enemies to lovers
Rivals to lovers
Sibling incest
Mother/child incest
Seductions
Descriptive details of clothing (esp. uniforms, heels, lingerie, I'll include tattoos in this)
Emphasis on size difference between characters where canonically appropriate
Twisted/dark/sexualized fairy tales
'Come' as the verb and 'cum' as the noun, but its a minor thing
NSFW Likes
Gentle sex (can include praising, crying, holding)
Rough Sex (can including scratching, biting, slapping)
Light food play; chocolates, fruits, syrups, etc.
Vampires (including with bloodplay, mind control)
Light BDSM
(Partially) clothed sex
Dub-con
Tentacles
Wet & messy
Excessive cum/cum-play (not only if there's a penis or penis-adjacent thing)
Somnophilia (sleep fucking, consensual and non)
Teratophilia (monster fucking)
Opt-in
Blood kink
Knife play
1st person POV as female
Request 2 by stuckinsanguinus
Original Work
Mediums:
- Medium: Comic
- Medium: Fanfic
Relationships:
- Scheming Noblewoman/Court Soothsayer (F/F)
- Warlord/War Prize (F/F)
Genres: Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Slice of Life, Smut, Getting Together, Established Relationship, Angst, Character Development
These are the OW prompts I'd want to have more of a HEA vibe (eventually, suffering along the way is lovely!)
DNWs
MCD/snuff
1st Person male POV
2nd Person POV
x reader
detailed dismemberment
extended and explicit non-sexual torture (referenced, fade to black, anything that's not the focus of the scene is fine)
omegaverse
modern AUs
furry/anthro features
mutilation
forced feeding/weight gain
ABDL
NSFW DNWs
Sexualized bodily fluids (scat, watersports, emeto)
Heavy BDSM and related paraphernalia (racks, spreader bars, ball gags, etc)
Rape/100% Non-con (but extremely dubious consent is good)
Likes
Canon-compliant or minor canon-divergences required to tell the story
3rd person POV
Toxic Yuri
Unhealthy amounts of co-dependency
Stalkers
Pining
Angst
First hookups
Power imbalances
Single generation age-gap
Enemies to lovers
Rivals to lovers
Sibling incest
Mother/child incest
Seductions
Descriptive details of clothing (esp. uniforms, heels, lingerie, I'll include tattoos in this)
Emphasis on size difference between characters where canonically appropriate
Twisted/dark/sexualized fairy tales
'Come' as the verb and 'cum' as the noun, but its a minor thing
NSFW Likes
Gentle sex (can include praising, crying, holding)
Rough Sex (can including scratching, biting, slapping)
Light food play; chocolates, fruits, syrups, etc.
Vampires (including with bloodplay, mind control)
Light BDSM
(Partially) clothed sex
Dub-con
Tentacles
Wet & messy
Excessive cum/cum-play (not only if there's a penis or penis-adjacent thing)
Somnophilia (sleep fucking, consensual and non)
Teratophilia (monster fucking)
Opt-in
Blood kink
Knife play
1st person POV as female
Request 3 by stuckinsanguinus
悪役令嬢の中の人 | Akuyaku Reijou no Naka no Hito | The One Within the Villainess (Manga)
Mediums:
- Medium: Comic
- Medium: Fanfic
Relationships:
- Emi/Remilia Rosa Graupner
- Remilia Rosa Graupner/Sophia
Genres: Character Development, Getting Together, Fix-it fic, Smut, Fantasy, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort
I just want to see a sapphic Remilia getting what she deserves!
DNWs
MCD/snuff
1st Person male POV
2nd Person POV
x reader
detailed dismemberment
extended and explicit non-sexual torture (referenced, fade to black, anything that's not the focus of the scene is fine)
omegaverse
modern AUs
furry/anthro features
mutilation
forced feeding/weight gain
ABDL
NSFW DNWs
Sexualized bodily fluids (scat, watersports, emeto)
Heavy BDSM and related paraphernalia (racks, spreader bars, ball gags, etc)
Rape/100% Non-con (but extremely dubious consent is good)
Likes
Canon-compliant or minor canon-divergences required to tell the story
3rd person POV
Toxic Yuri
Unhealthy amounts of co-dependency
Stalkers
Pining
Angst
First hookups
Power imbalances
Single generation age-gap
Enemies to lovers
Rivals to lovers
Sibling incest
Mother/child incest
Seductions
Descriptive details of clothing (esp. uniforms, heels, lingerie, I'll include tattoos in this)
Emphasis on size difference between characters where canonically appropriate
Twisted/dark/sexualized fairy tales
'Come' as the verb and 'cum' as the noun, but its a minor thing
NSFW Likes
Gentle sex (can include praising, crying, holding)
Rough Sex (can including scratching, biting, slapping)
Light food play; chocolates, fruits, syrups, etc.
Vampires (including with bloodplay, mind control)
Light BDSM
(Partially) clothed sex
Dub-con
Tentacles
Wet & messy
Excessive cum/cum-play (not only if there's a penis or penis-adjacent thing)
Somnophilia (sleep fucking, consensual and non)
Teratophilia (monster fucking)
Opt-in
Blood kink
Knife play
1st person POV as female
Request 4 by stuckinsanguinus
僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
Mediums:
- Medium: Fanfic
Relationships:
- Toga Himiko/Uraraka Ochako
Genres: Established Relationship, Fix-it fic, Getting Together, Interpersonal Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Fluff, Smut
Give me angst or toxic yuri or just some fluffy post-canon cuddly HEA
DNWs
MCD/snuff
1st Person male POV
2nd Person POV
x reader
detailed dismemberment
extended and explicit non-sexual torture (referenced, fade to black, anything that's not the focus of the scene is fine)
omegaverse
modern AUs
furry/anthro features
mutilation
forced feeding/weight gain
ABDL
NSFW DNWs
Sexualized bodily fluids (scat, watersports, emeto)
Heavy BDSM and related paraphernalia (racks, spreader bars, ball gags, etc)
Rape/100% Non-con (but extremely dubious consent is good)
Likes
Canon-compliant or minor canon-divergences required to tell the story
3rd person POV
Toxic Yuri
Unhealthy amounts of co-dependency
Stalkers
Pining
Angst
First hookups
Power imbalances
Single generation age-gap
Enemies to lovers
Rivals to lovers
Sibling incest
Mother/child incest
Seductions
Descriptive details of clothing (esp. uniforms, heels, lingerie, I'll include tattoos in this)
Emphasis on size difference between characters where canonically appropriate
Twisted/dark/sexualized fairy tales
'Come' as the verb and 'cum' as the noun, but its a minor thing
NSFW Likes
Gentle sex (can include praising, crying, holding)
Rough Sex (can including scratching, biting, slapping)
Light food play; chocolates, fruits, syrups, etc.
Vampires (including with bloodplay, mind control)
Light BDSM
(Partially) clothed sex
Dub-con
Tentacles
Wet & messy
Excessive cum/cum-play (not only if there's a penis or penis-adjacent thing)
Somnophilia (sleep fucking, consensual and non)
Teratophilia (monster fucking)
Opt-in
Blood kink
Knife play
1st person POV as female